The other day I went to LSC to pack up my office. Not only because my reign, I mean, my contract there is ending, but because that group is moving to another building on the campus. After four years of work I had four boxes of files for them to keep and two boxes of personal stuff to take home. I know that isn't fair, the vast majority of my work is on the computer, but I'm a tangible kind of a gal. I kept my laptop for now as I haven't got sign-off on the project I've been working on for another department there, and my badge to get into buildings will only work through the end of the month.
I was really sad when I got home and it took me a while to really pinpoint why. Yes, I will miss my friends and my old boss there, as I already spoke of, but it was something else. It occured to me today as I sat at my computer at home: I no longer have an office of my own, anywhere. I am office-less. I had a really nice office at LSC (well, actually a cubicle), it was in a corner so I had a view and windows on both sides. I had Monet prints on the walls and French dessert plates in swirly metal holders on a shelf, a beautiful plant that survived all these years and a good stereo.
The office at my one consistent client is used by somebody else the other 4 days of the week that I'm not there, although I suppose that doesn't mean I can't put up a few things on the walls. Pardon me while I adjust. I'll be back later this weekend with some more horsey stuff. In the meantime, here are two pictures I took on my way home from the farm last weekend.
Friday, January 19, 2007
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Lovely photos. So, are you going salary with LSC then?
ReplyDeleteWhy is it that transitions are so much harder when you don't have a new place to transition to?
ReplyDeleteYour photos make my heart constrict. Beautiful ocean.
Elle, I'm giving up Large Software Company (LSC) as a client and taking on salary with my consulting company that I started with in April.
ReplyDeleteSoft pictures are telling you to be gentle with yourself in this transition.
ReplyDeleteChange is never easy and the lack of an office is a mere milemarker along the way, which will be full of other diversions that will then begin to feel like home.
Love the pictures.